408 Squadron 75th Anniversary

Yes! This weekend. In Edmonton. I am excited to see old friends and anxious about my official book release. I’ll be in the North Hangar Friday all afternoon to say hi and see old faces. I look forward to seeing the past, present and future geese.

In addition, I have found that ‘Shakedown’ is in the kobo store portion of Indigo Chapters. I have started to discuss consignment with Chapters but it will be some time before I have further news on that – (I have to return to my day job).

Go for Shakedown in the Kobo Store

See you at the event this weekend. For Freedom.

Steve

408 – 75th Reunion Page

 

 

Merry Christmas

As Christmas approaches I am reminded of 6 years ago. I was very fortunate to travel home during the holidays. Not everyone was so blessed. Some had to stay and work and there are others, others that will never come home again. My thoughts as I write are of you, your families, and your sacrifice. I am truly sorry for your loss.

The Table at Christmas! 2009.

Home for Christmas…

Many of the members of Roto 8, Task Force Freedom had been home to Canada for their first of two 14-day breaks from theatre; myself included. For those of us exposed to ‘outside the wire’ operations everyday; trying to calm down for two weeks was mentally challenging. Although friends would see the relaxed attitude on the faces of the warrior, family members would recognize that our minds and souls were not relaxed – that they were still in KAF.

For me, my first break was surreal. I arrived in Dubai at Camp Mirage on Christmas Eve Day. In MIRAGE, there was green grass, clean buildings and civilized happy Canadian soldiers supporting the daily airlift into Afghanistan. It was nothing like KAF. There was an outdoor entertainment stage that played evening movies. Tonight it was celebrating Christmas eve. A pastor gave a sermon and soldiers sang carols. I could tell I was already affected when listening to a midnight Christmas eve mass. I tried to appreciate the gratefulness but being angry at the ‘excess’ we took for granted when soldiers and innocents were being murdered preoccupied my judgemental psyche. Within days of this meal, numerous Canadian soldiers died as well as three girls at a girls school near KAF – slaughtered just for going to school – yet I was enjoying a turnkey dinner in a tropical shangri-la. It was delightful, yet I couldn’t release my thoughts from colleagues who at that moment were tracking IED planters or providing over-watch. I know it was wrong to be judgemental, but I couldn’t help this subtle anger; I carried it. I couldn’t get past my thoughts of the next mission in January; yet I was suppose to be relaxing. On return, I was to participate in some large-scale missions that would use all NATO helicopters in southern Afghanistan; but no information was passed at this point. Only that it would be really messy.

The next morning, Christmas morning, I spent a day at the beaches in Dubai and touring the malls and world’s largest skyscraper – mechanically trying to enjoy a bit of tourism. I walked to the beach and observed young men playing soccer, a dad and daughter playing frisbee and couples shopping. Initially not noticing the difference. Then it occurred to me. There were no teenaged women anywhere. No young females without escorts, and the burka wearing women walked several steps behind their husbands. The man playing frisbee was with an 8 year old daughter; pre-pubescent. No young adolescent girls were out without older women or escorted. I had to return to Camp Mirage in the afternoon to catch my evening flight to Canada. A man dressed as Santa Claus was entertaining the Christian families at the resorts. It was ironic how a primarily Muslim country would offer the respect to indulge the western traditions; yet in Afghanistan, Taliban would execute the same behaviours and claim it justified under sharia law.

I arrived in Canada on the 26th. I met my family in Victoria, on the west coast of Canada. For the first time in my life, I truly embraced the early morning walk in the cold drizzly west coast weather. No dust. No poo-pond.  I remember one drizzly morning I strolled in the cold rain to a local coffee shop just prior to New Years and pulled up a street-side seat with a newspaper. I read the first page: ‘4 Canadian soldiers and one reporter killed.’ I started to shake as I read the article: 21 year old Zachery McCormack from my home town was dead. He was just a kid. It hit me hard – my eyes swelled up and I turned to the window in the coffee shop to hide my tears; sipping coffee to cover up and gain composure. I couldn’t stop thinking about his family. After shakily gulping back some air and inhaling some moisture from my eyes, I walked back to the hotel to be with mine. He was so young, not much older than my son, and from my neighbourhood. I visited relatives for a few more days and then proceeded back to Sherwood Park to re-integrate into regular family lifestyle for the second half of my time off.

 

I was at the arena and I watched my daughter win her first ever ringette tournament. The girls played ‘pump-up’ music in the locker-room before the game to get motivated. All the parents could hear the music from the stands as the 9-year-old girls proudly tried to out party the other team as they entered the ice. My boys sat with me on the cold bench also enjoying the pre-game show — a family event. Although, I was smiling and happy outside, I was stoic inside. My mind had to go back to KAF soon, outside the wire, and wouldn’t release my soul to fully connect in the moment.

‘I got a feelin’

That tonight’s gonna be a good night.’

There was the song. The Black-eyed Peas began to dominate the rink as the doors from the change room opened allowing a stream of young warrior princesses out to rally. Some stumbling on their skates, others tripping onto the ice as they forgot to take their blade guards off. Parents chuckled and big smiles could be seen clearly through the face guards of the young girls’ helmets.

‘Tonight’s gonna be a good night.’

“Sure is nice that you could get some time off at Christmas.” One of the parents stated.

“Yes, I’m glad to be home.” I answered.

“Your daughter has really improved this year, you’ll be surprised when she starts skating!” He added.

I hadn’t seen her skate since the summer. She was pushing with one leg, the other was stiff. Only one blade was used for braking.

“There she is,” my wife pointed.

“Wow! She’s skating normally now…and she stopped sideways.” I was amazed. “Oops, she just fell!” I laughed. She smiled back at me proud to show off her new accomplishment.

“She can only stop one direction so far but she’s getting better.” The other parent said.

“Did you notice her helmet?” My wife asked.

“Hey, she’s got a yellow ribbon sticker on it from the military base.” I noted

“They all do.” She added.

I looked around and noticed all the girls had yellow ribbons. I straightened up and took a proud breath.

“Why do they have those? Does the league have the girls wearing them for the soldiers?” I asked.

“No.” She looked in my eyes seriously. “It’s for you…the team put them on for you.”

My body tripped over the next breath I took, shaking a tear from my eye. I froze my face and could feel myself losing emotional control. I quickly got up. I needed an excuse. (Even now as I reread this one line, it shakes me up – it is so vivid.)

“I’m gonna grab a coffee, anyone want one?” I was overwhelmed by the support from the team and parents. However, my mind couldn’t leave KAF. I couldn’t allow the emotions to cut through my focus. It may have been psychologically naive, trivial, but it was the ‘war-face’ that had to maintain despite wanting to be home. I was so grateful at the freedoms my family had, and how the young girls could play, yet, I couldn’t help thinking about a few days prior to coming home for this break, a bomber blew up a school two miles from KAF. It was a girls’ school. Three girls died. Girls my daughter’s age. Why? The souls of numerous families were fractured. Would there yellow ribbons on the compounds for those families? I had to stay this way.

My break vanished quickly. I wanted to be home, but I needed to get back to KAF and get it done. My soul was locked up until this year in Afghanistan was complete. I wasn’t sure if I was guarding my soul or just accepting mortality in order to quit worrying about it. How could one tell the difference?

Merry Christmas – Embrace each other!

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RIP 30 Dec 2009, Zachary Mccormack.

 

 

 

 

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Maintain the Aim

One of the Principles of Warfare, and actually a principle for any business or personal goal is to “Maintain the Aim.” It is taught to every soldier that crosses into the halls of basic training. I am sure fire, police, business managers, martial artists and many schools also have their versions of this rhetoric. Its effective.

As I was reviewing and editing my manuscript, I came across a paragraph that I just wanted to recall. It is what this blog is about.

“….I hope to both entertain and educate my audience on the complexities, intensity and horrors that our teams face; that the troops endure; and that families anxiously survive through. The hardening and desensitization was a fascinating journey and it takes years for some to relax and cope with. I really hope you can appreciate that reality in our veterans and try to accept it. You don’t have to understand, but please accept it…”

Steve

Go For Shakedown

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One of my favourite Wiggy shots. Kandahar looking west.

12 BC….continues

….“Zorg, we gotta carry on with our task, we’ll talk later!” I was concerned due to his tone.

“Too many people dying for stupid reasons here.” He stated quietly.

continued….

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“Shakedown 25, this is SLAYER TOC, I copy your report and it has been passed up.” His tone was the same. To him, it was a routine report to file and pass. I was amazed by the lack of intonation. He had probably received so many inhumane reports that he was numb to the lack of humanity witnessed each day.

“Airspace Update Report.” Slayer continued seamlessly. “No change to the airspace but WILSON is HOT. TIC in progress. Two times enemy mortars have been shot into WILSON. SHAMUS Flights are continuing operations south of WILSON with rockets and 50 cal. All effects are east-west, approach from north and contact LZ controller in WILSON to de-conflict your arrival. I say again, WILSON recently under mortar fire.”

“25, roger copy that, are you in need of our support at this time?” I asked.

Irish’s eyes got big. He realized I was asking to get into the fight. Zorg yelled a huge battle cheer from the back.

“We gotta straighten these fuckers out!” Zorg hollared.

“The General has to be picked up, he’s expecting us.” Irish stated.

“Yup, your right. I’m sure the General will tell the FOB Commander that he can use us if they need us.” I added. “He wont mind waiting.”

“Well boys, be prepared for anything.” I said in nervous anticipation of Slayer’s Fire Mission; directing us into battle.

Slayer responded after a short delay, “Negative, Shamus has got it, they have too many choppers in that location as it is, thanks but proceed on task.”

A quiet filled the cockpit. Not sure if it was relief or disappointment.

“I guess I can put my gun away and pick up my camera again.” Snapshot joked.

“Do you think that girl is okay?” Zorg dwelled in a concerned tone.

“What did you see?” I asked quickly.

“She took a bunch of stones to the body, hunched, then a big one directly to the head and fell over.” His voice stated flatly. “I didn’t see her move.”

Everyone was quiet. We were about to go into WILSON; it was under attack.

“Focus Zorg.” I raised my voice. “We’ll talk after.”

The crew was quiet except the radio filled with combat activity near WILSON. Again, the landing zone was jammed. We were able to approach into the same place where the General was dropped. There was a medevac. DUSTOFF, a Blackhawk helicopter was inbound, five minutes after us to extract casualties. This was being orchestrated while four Kiowa Warriors were rotating in and out of battle only 400 meters away. GUNSMOKE was also still high above using 30 mm cannon to augment the SHAMUS teams. The radios were blaring with activity to the point that the crew couldn’t even talk on the intercom. It was confusion and the air was congested with choppers all within a one-kilometer radius.

We were just landing in the FOB when a plume of smoke rose a few hundred meters in front of us on the south edge of the FOB.

“All call signs. Rocket attack. Rocket attack.” The WILSON LZ coordinator called. “A mortar just landed on the south wall of WILSON.”

This was all happening as the General was approaching the helicopter. He was poised and taking the appropriate time to share hand-shakes with the person he was visiting. Slightly ducking as he heard mortars explode a few hundred meters south. His pause, grip and grin was aggravating both myself and Irish. He looked over his shoulder to watch the rising black smoke of the Taliban attack and turned to watch the kiowas release their rockets adding to the smoke in the valley. He seemed to be enjoying the stroll while we just wanted to get the fuck into air where we felt less vulnerable.

He boarded, smiled from the back seat and gave us the thumbs up. He yelled to communicate over the noise of the helicopters, mortars and rocket war just a quarter-mile south.

“Got ourselves a bit of a war going on here. Didn’t think you’d make it!” He smiled.

“No problem sir, that’s what were here for.” I yelled back faking my extreme confidence. “We’ll be off in a second.”

“Ahh, we should go now, the General’s on board,” Irish directed.

“We’ll stay together as a section, it’s best.” I trumped. “Wait for Prof, we’ll go together.”

Prof’s aircraft was still loading the General’s entourage: a Chief Warrant Officer, Staff Officer and a guard. They were shaking hands, doing their final good. They were almost ready to go. Nevertheless, our section couldn’t split up and go independently with all the other helicopters in the air, it would have added too much confusion. All the players expected two helicopters to move for one radio call. There was always higher risk of crashing from confusion than from the enemy.

Another plume rose across the base from our location, 400 meters away. Our eyes enlarged, pausing to look at each other to share the SNAFU excitement.

“Those mortars are getting a but close, don’t ya think? We gotta get going!” Irish insisted in a slightly elevated voice of concern.

“Yup. What the fuck’s taking them so long out there.” I looked as they shook hands and jocularly smiled in what appeared to be non chalantly at the plume of rising mortar smoke.

Irish looked out towards them, eyes grew enlarged with palms up gesturing the “let’s get the hell moving people” signal. They moved towards Prof.

“We’re good. They are aboard, we’ll be outta here right away.” I encouraged faking a smile. Moments later, 26 called ready and we departed as the Dustoff Medivac arrived.

The General put his headset on. “Thanks for coming back and getting me guys.” He said cheerfully. “It’s getting a bit exciting down there but the RCHA (artillery) are doing well and getting some business today – it was a good visit. Bit of a change gents, you can take me over to the Lord Strathcona’s now at Masum Ghar.” He informed.

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Example of mortar – in training

“No problem sir, I told you we’d be back. Have you over there in a jiffy.” I answered. Irish was quiet sorting through his paperwork as there was now a change in timings and location.

“Shakedown, this is Freedom Ops.” Scrappy’s voice came over the radio breaking our silent tension.

“Go for Shakedown 25.” I answered.

“After you drop off the General, escort Blowtorch to Senjeray. He’s just loading and will meet you north of Senjeray in twenty five minutes.” Scrappy stated.

This was the norm: changes, add-ons and re-routing. This is what I liked. No paper, no extensive wasted planning. Just fill with gas, bullets and Redbull and make it up as you go along.

“Roger that.” I responded and continued on the intercom. “Guys, we’re walking the dog to Senjeray.” It was followed by the normal acknowledgements. I smiled. I knew this was the straw to break the camels’ back of the time table.

As we approached MASUM GHAR, Irish shook his head and threw his papers beside his seat surrendering to the changes. He smiled with his palms raised mouthing silently the familiar words: “What the Fuck.” I felt vindicated; for now.

12BC. Stone, Rocket, TIC. Irish’s Day continues…

Blog 12BC. Stone, Rocket, TIC. Irish’s Day continues…

So much shit happens in a day here, that it takes a long time to reflect, contemplate and try to organize it into something that makes sense; even if it isn’t acceptable or understandable from a western cultural perspective. Some will never make sense of it and it will linger.

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Nations with Stoning used as a Punishment…source google search

…..We sat at the FARP having a quick, Redbull refreshment and a pee when Irish looked at his watch. He started to get time compressed. He jumped in and spun his finger in the air demanding me to wind up the engines to keep on schedule.

“Roger that.” I announced twisting the throttles open.

“Shakedown Flight cleared take-off X-ray east RIVER, altimeter is two-nine-nine-eight.” The tower instructed. We departed from the FARP.

On the north side of three-mile mountain between KAF and Kandahar was a large Bedouin village. It was mostly canvass and mud huts dug into the ground. The occasional brick factory chimney added smoke to the dusty air. Today, there was a gathering of about fifty people in a circle near mid village; I veered away not to disturb them. Zorg was watching from his side. As a gunner they observed detail in activities, screening for strange behaviors or weapons that could harm us.

“What the hell is going on down there?” Zorg inquired.

“I didn’t notice. A circle of people? Are they kids playing?” I queried.

“Oh my God sir, it’s a fuck’n stoning!” Zorg sounded distressed. “They are stoning her!”

“What?” I challenged.

“About a kilometre back, they were stoning a woman – a girl, like a teenaged girl!” He ranted.

“Your kidding me!” I asked.

“We gotta do something! We gotta go back.” Zorg was adamant.

“Two-six this is two-five, did you see a stoning back there left side?” There was a pause; apparently a similar discussion going on in their aircraft.

“Roger that…Continue Steve! We can’t interfere.” Professor’s tone was different. Professor knew my crew would be discussing possible methods of intervention. He knew it would be a huge mistake.

I paused for about three seconds. In those three seconds my mind raced through scenarios. We could turn back. Force an interdiction and extract the young girl. There would be anger. Possible fighting and bloodshed. If we got away with it, shame would be brought to the family for us escalating the situation causing westerners to be involved. Great shame. There would be further stupid punishments. Yet we had the power to disperse it. But our prevailing orders were to report and not interfere. I felt helpless.

“Roger.” I replied. The Professor was right.

“We have to continue with our primary mission guys. All I can do is report.” My voice was heightened, heavy. I didn’t know what to do. It was deathly quiet as I went out on the radio to Slayer.

‘That ain’t right – that ain’t right – we can help!” Zorg stated.

“Zorg, we gotta carry on with our task, we’ll talk later!” I was concerned due to his tone.

“Too many people dying for stupid reasons here.” He stated quietly.

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Google image search of a Stoning.

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Images of Stonings.

13. Nakhoney – Response to Casualties of War

Blog 13. Nakhoney – A Response to ‘Casualties of War’

Nakhoney is a small village about an hour drive south of Kandahar, ten minutes by helicopter. It was a hot spot for my section. We had been responding to attacks on FOB MADRAS (school); where a small unit of Canadian Infantry was based. It holds many memories and the area became personal to my crew.

All the landmarks were close together – basically the effective range of an RPG round. To the south of MADRAS (school) was THREE HILLS, the west was a north-south creek called WEST WADI and immediately on the other side was STEEL DOOR. It was a three-story grape-hut with a steel door facing east and a solid roof as opposed to most grape huts that were open. To the north-west was BELL GRAVE yard, from the air it looks just like it’s name. To the west another 200 meters from STEEL DOOR was a group of compounds known as the Adamz-eye chain.

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Nakhoney Area

The overwatch in Nakhoney was my favorite mission. It involved being the helicopter directed by a patrol commander on the ground: for observation, fire power, lifting injured soldiers, or whatever they wanted. Scrappy knew this and he tried to arrange it so I could go support our troops there when the opportunity rose. And by this time, my crew seemed to prefer it too. Everyday I would meet our team at the Table bringing back scheduling news for our next mission.

I could present, “We got Nakhoney over-watch at 5:00 am!”

Followed by: “Awesome. Woohoo!” or,

Or “We’re walking the dog all morning.”

Answered with whiney, “Oh man….can you get some over-watch after they’re done.? When are they done?”

Being in Nakhoney also offered the advantage of being central to respond to any other TIC or IED activity in Panjwai. MASUM GHAR was a two-minute flight, CHALGOUR one minute, SALAVAT 30 seconds and SPERWAN GHAR three minutes. All the Canadian’s getting into TICS were often in this area; and Shakedown’s wanted to be here too.

After taking on fuel at the FARP, our section was waiting, with the engines idling, for our next mission to come over the radio. The guys got out to stretch their legs, take a piss, have a Redbull and Pop-tart – the standard food supplement. Some guys even slept in the shade of the helicopter lying in the jagged rock; while still connected to the intercom system. The ballistic vest and helmet helped the protruding rocks from being too piercing our skin.

“Shakedown 25, this is Ops, TIC in progress at MADRAS.”

“Roger, Go for Shakedown.” I responded on the radio. I looked around at the guys who sat up and started prepping their weapons.

“25, they have shots fired from the west, platoon of 40 friendlies dismounted and under fire, contact SLAYER for an update, call when airborne.” Scrappy ordered.

“Roger that.” I responded.

I held my hand out the door and spun my fingers in the air signalling it was time to go. Skipper was already boarding his crew as he heard the call and returned the thumbs up. Irish wound up the throttles. The silence of excitement and cautious anxiety could be sensed in the cabin as everyone completed their individual duties with precise professionalism.

Irish lifted the helicopter and departed west, Skipper dropped into the wingman position slightly behind and right. As we flew west, I contacted Slayer.

“Slayer, this is 25, checking in.”

“Shakedown 25, this is Slayer, the ROZ is hot, the guns are hot at WILSON, Gun line is north. TIC in progress at Nakhoney, contact India 21 with your numbers.” he advised.

“This is Shakedown, copy that and switching to India 21.” I confirmed before talking to Skipper.

“26, Switch India 21 to follow along.” I stated. Skipper acknowledged.

We had about six minutes further to fly at this point. In these six minutes, we needed to build a complete picture of the battle on the ground as well as visually identify all friendly and enemy targets. There were no explosions this time so pin-pointing the objective area would be tougher.

“India 21, this is Shakedown checking in.” I called to the Infantry unit getting shot at.

“Shakedown, this is 21, we have shots being fired towards us from one or two insurgents. They are in the vicinity of STEEL DOOR. We are on a foot patrol in a north-south line 200 meters north-west of MADRAS near BELL-GRAVE. Possible RPG and IED west of our locations. We are thirty Canadians and ten ANA soldiers. We are spread out over 250 meters at grid XXXXXX. From my location, enemy fire is coming from one of the grape huts near STEEL DOOR, approximately 150 meters west. We do not have PID (positive identification) on enemy at this point. I say again. No PID. Request assistance to PID and suppress.”

We could hear the occasional snap of gunfire in the communication. My crew became excited the helicopter got closer, they would expect the shooting to stop and the insurgents to hide. However the Taliban would most likely take several shots towards us if they were in a position to conceal the muzzle flashes from their AK-47 rifles.

U.S. soldier Nicholas Dickhut from 5-20 infantry Regiment attached to 82nd Airborne points his rifle at a doorway after coming under fire by the Taliban while on patrol in Zharay district in Kandahar province, southern Afghanistan April 26, 2012. REUTERS/Baz Ratner (AFGHANISTAN - Tags: MILITARY TPX IMAGES OF THE DAY)
google images: View from inside a Grape-hut

“26, this is 25, did you copy all that?” I asked Skipper to ensure I didn’t have to repeat the battlefield report. I was programming the GPS while he replied.

“Romeo – Tango.” Skip understood everything.

“You guys copy?” I asked over the intercom.

“Roger that Haycee…Romeo Tango Cap.” The gunners replied calmly.

“Irish, just head straight there, I put their position in the GPS. Follow the needle and offset right so first turn is left over the friendlies. Plan a north-south figure eight, low level down the road to identify them. Got it?” I directed.

“Got it.” Irish knew exactly what was going to happen.

“Snapshot, your side will be exposed first, get ready!” I cautioned.

“Check.’ A simple response. The camera was put away. He was tuned in. Everyone was vigilant. We were about to get shot at.

“Skipper, my plan is Left base. North to south figure eight to P-I-D friendly and enemy, fly along the friendly line. If we engage, all effects west.” I ordered to my wingman. He didn’t need to respond. He would just follow along since he knew I would be busy coordinating. We were about two minutes back.

“India 21, smoke the target area.” I requested of the ground commander. I wanted him to identify exactly, which hut the shots were coming from.

“Roger that, red smoke,” he answered. “This is the target area. I can not confirm exact spot yet.” Five seconds later a stream of red smoke landed near STEEL DOOR.

U.S. soldiers from 5-20 infantry Regiment attached to 82nd Airborne enter a barn while on patrol in Zharay district in Kandahar province, southern Afghanistan April 26, 2012. REUTERS/Baz Ratner (AFGHANISTAN - Tags: MILITARY)
Very much like Steel Door…this is US troops 2012

Zorg called out. He usually got really excited about these tasks as the guys on the ground were from his regiment; his army family.

“Visual friendly troops on the nose, slightly left, behind the wadi wall!…’bout 40 of them!” He called bringing our attention to the line of troops.

“26, I’ve got a visual on the friendly patrol at twelve o’clock about 1000 meters. Call when you are visual, red smoke is target area.”

“Visual friendlies and contact smoke,” he responded.

“Irish, Left gunner, right gunner, Friendlies are a line of troops 40 long on our nose 800 meters, they are taking cover along the road wall,” I formalized the situation as per our procedures.

The two gunners stretched their necks out of the helicopter door and took a verifying look.

“Visual friendlies, contact smoke!” They each called in sequence.

We were turning onto the north-south line. I could see the soldiers leaning up against the wall. Princess Patricia’s soldiers. They would take turns leaning over the wall to try to locate the enemy fire. However, most were sitting in the shade taking a break now that the helicopter would take over observation. They were pretty casual about getting shot at; it was daily for them. The five minutes of waiting for us was an opportunity for a break. They carried over a hundred pounds in combat gear on their backs in 40 degree temperatures and would take a break whenever they could get one; even in the fight. And they couldn’t chase them. They had to be cautious as the grape-rows were rigged with IEDs. The Taliban often baited our soldiers; hoping for them to pursuit. And we did the same in return.

A few days earlier I worked with the same platoon in CHALGOUR. The instructions from India 21 were a little different than today.

“India 21, Shakedown’s checking in.”

“Roger that Shakedown. I need you guys to stay about 8 kilometers back.”

“What? Irish stated rhetorically over the intercom.

“Confirm 8 km?” I answered on the radio. I was confused why he didn’t want me there.

“Ya, we got some dickers visual but they ain’t pulling the trigger yet. We need him to attack so we can chase the fuckers down. If you guys get too close you scare them away. So pretend your looking at something about 8-10 km south and I’ll call as soon as they engage and you can chase ‘em down.” He requested.

“Copy your plan India two-one, proceeding south.” I acknowledged in reservation.

It wasn’t a typical battle plan I had heard before. We didn’t practice that one in Wainwright Alberta, but it seemed like a good idea. ‘Find em, fix em, fuck em up.’

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“Snapshot, to the right of the friendlies 150 meters is a grape-hut with a steel door, closed roof.” I directed.

“Contact hut, contact red-smoke,” they both responded.

“That is the target area, no P-I-D yet, do NOT SHOOT unless self-defense – observe only – all effects west but mind the village on the other side.”

“Roger that!” they acknowledged.

All our inter-plane communications were being done on the Freedom Ops frequency. We had an agreement that they would not interject and only listen. It offered immediate feedback to Scrappy and the CO.

Operations:

“You asked me to come and get you when they got there boss.” The RadOp interrupted Scrappy at the Operations Centre.

“Roger that, coming.” Scrappy acknowledged, placing the phone down and followed the RadOp. He reviewed the text information on the TV screens to orient himself with the situation. However, the text prompter was a little behind.

“What’s up?” he stated to the duty warrant.

“They’ve been give a target area brief by India-21 and it seems shots are being fired at them.” The warrant officer explained. “No damage reports so far.”

“Seems so.” He breathed some relief. “Alright – go get Skipper.”

“Skipper’s the number two sir, he switched out the Professor this morning before you were here. You were at the TFK meeting. He’s 26,” the radio operator summated. Scrappy walked over the manifest to check the crew names.

“Oh right!” Scrappy realized. Perhaps the lack of sleep catching up with him.

“Go get the second in command – Butch.” Butch was a Chinook pilot and Skip’s Deputy. He listed through the protocols of getting the chain of command informed of the fight.

The radio operator added, “He’s at the FARP, just got back from FOB TERMINATOR — you’re it, sir”.

Scrappy paused, looked at each of his staff, reviewed the screen, grabbed his chair, placed it up on the bird table, sat up high and smirked.

“I’m it lads! I’m in command. Let’s watch and listen to the show boys!” he stated as he leaned back, hands behind his head crossing his legs. “I need a coffee.”

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Inside my aircraft, all eyes were on the grape-hut near the red smoke.

“26, keep your eyes near the red smoke, go trail be prepared to counter. I’ll stay low.” I briefed. I figured I’d be in best position to draw fire, identify the source then Skipper could release hell on the target.

Skipper acknowledged. He slid into position climbing slightly. Irish flew the guns: low enough to observe and engage if required. My aim was to visually look into that hut to see any persons or fire arms. Additionally checking the fields to see if any Taliban would pop out of a grape row. But they stayed in the shadows. We flew by the hut at 50’ off the ground and very close to it. Small explosions of dust from bullets were impacting the walls beneath me.

“Who the fuck is shooting?” I retorted over the intercom.

“India two-one, this is Shakedown, are you shooting? I got impact strikes on the hut.” I called.

“Negative.” 21 answered after a brief investigative pause. “The ANA are firing on the smoke.” I could hear the snaps of the ANA AK-47 assault rifles through the radio.

“Do you have P-I-D?” I radioed back.

“Negative, it’s the ANA, no Canadian PID. We still can not verify the target.” He cautioned.

Despite our Rules of Engagement, the ANA interpreted them differently. They were great soldiers, just not all that savy with NATO protocols. It was their land, their rules. They saw red smoke, so their section commander started shooting at it, even though our helicopter was almost directly in front of them. However, the Canadians still did not have the legal criteria to fire simply because there was no positive target yet. It was only suspected area and person(s). The smoke was an indicator to investigate the area, not shoot at it.

“I can’t even suppress yet?” I stated rhetorically thinking out loud.

Irish answered: “Nope.” Re-enforcing my interpretation of the rules.

“Skipper, it’s the ANA. They are shooting on the target area, Canadians do NOT have PID yet, do you have PID?” I asked hoping he might see a target.

“Not yet, still looking,” the Skipper stated inquisitively.

“They might not even be in the hut, they could be anywhere…keep looking guys.” I stated.

We continued in the pattern while observing and moving back slightly as the ANA continued to shoot. Everyone, including the ground troops, was trying to find the spot. The ANA didn’t care, they just fired at the sound and the smoke. After a couple of threatening patterns from the griffons, the enemy revealed themselves.

“Shakedown, I’ve got I-comm chatter, do you want it?” the ground commander radioed signifying relevant intelligence was available.

“Roger that.” I answered. Everyone in the cockpit was quiet ready to hear the message.

“Bring the package!” India 21 answered. “The TERP says the voice on I-comm chat sounds anxious,” he added. A local Pashtun Interpreter was assigned to the Canadian unit to assist in communicating with the ANA and listen on enemy radio frequencies. He also advised on the emotional behaviour of the voices he heard.

Bring the package? I pondered on what that could mean. He must be bringing a heavier weapon, RPG maybe?

“Guys, keep eyes out for anything suspicious, watch for RPG plume. Icomm sates: Bring the Package.” I cautioned my section. RPGs were a weapon of choice for the Taliban and they were easy to acquire. They had been firing RPGs at India 21 almost daily during the past month so it was probable.

Operations:

Scrappy came to his feet. He read the screen showing the icomm chatter. He was concerned about what it read. ‘Bring the Package’. Could it be some thing that would harm the helicopter? He needed more information. “Go get the Int briefer now!” he told the radio operator.

The Intelligence Briefer arrived. Scrappy update him with the situation. He outlined his concern and asked for a threat analysis.

“Sir, it is most likely an RPG or possibly a dishka 51 caliber weapon system. But if it isn’t in position already, they wouldn’t be moving it while in contact with us.” he reported.

“What about SAMs?” Scrappy was asking if there was any change to the Surface to Air Missiles threat from his understanding. He needed all the info to pass to our team should we need it.

“No change sir, yes there are SAM possibilities but no recent reported activity – the chance of them using these limited resources on a small helicopter is low; they’d be saving it for one of our Hercs or C-17s.” He advised.

“Thanks, that’ll be all.” Scrappy released him.

“25 Flight, Freedom OPS, do you have the icomm chatter?” the radio asked.

“Roger that, do you mean the package?” I responded.

“Roger, we can’t make out; just keep safe. No change to the Int from this morning.” Scrappy quickly reported. He said no more. He knew we were busy, but he was also concerned.

“25, 26 checks all from Ops.” Skipper called to acknowledge he heard the report rom Scrappy.

“Actually, watch out for the fuckin’ ANA friendly fire, it’s more likely to hit us!” Zorg practically hollared. The bullets from the ANA rifles continued to splash off the walls of both STEEL DOOR and the next grape-hut south despite us flying directly between the target and the friendlies. It was only 30 meters away at times. I tucked my head and shoulders a little more inside my armoured seat on subsequent passes fearing both enemy and friendly fire.

“Shakedown’s, I’ve got PID!” announced India 21, “Are you ready for a 5-liner?” he asked. Wholly shit! This was it! We are going hot. This was our authority to fire on his command.

“Go for Shakedown.” I responded.

“Five liner: Friendlies are patrol N-S line west of MADRAS. Enemy is one times FAM with AK47 rifle in STEEL DOOR. My plan is advance upon that target from east. Required you to provide continual suppression for five minutes, all effects west, maintain fire line over the friendlies to cover my advance.” India 21 ordered.

I read it back quickly, “Visual friendlies, Talley target. All effects west”.

“Roger.” he stated. “I-comm chatter still repeating to bring the package.”

“26, this is 25, did you copy 5-liner?” I radioed to Skipper.

“26 is in.” He acknowledged curtly.

“Attack plan, next southbound pass, start with right gun attack, figure eight pattern.” I commanded to my wingman.

“Roger that.” Skip’s response.

Irish started his turn towards the south as I indicated with my hand to roll in hot. We were going to rain down pieces of led for the next five minutes in short blast of fire. The Breath of Allah, as the enemy had been heard to say, would be echoing through the Panjwaii valley, raining down on the building and the FAM inside to finally finish his days of killing Canadians and ANA soldiers. We had to be careful to cover the attack of the Canadians yet protect them. Everyone was focused. We had a clear target, PID and permission.

“26, 25 is rolling in HOT.” I stated to Skip. No response was required.

In Operations, Scrappy heard the attack brief and read the teleprompter on the TV:

Time XX:XX Shakedowns HOT at MADRASS. Supporting I-21. Grid XXXXXX

“Wholly shit, there going hot.” Scrappy stated outloud as he heard the news. Butch had just walked into the room still in his flight gear from the mission we were previously on.

“Shakedown is rolling in hot in Nakhoney right now; you’re just in time. They’ve been getting shot at and are in overwatch for India 21 patrolling.” He reported while pointing at the battle map on the table between his feet.

Butch smiled, raised his eyebrows, and looked at the screen while tilting his head in contemplation. That was his initial body language response for everything; even after taking the bullets near Tarin Kowt, he calculated all situations with the same physical response.

“India 21, Shakedown’s in HOT, get your heads down.” I advised to the Patricia’s infantry below. I watched them take cover but watch. The shots would be about 150 meters from friendlies and we were about 75 meters from the target at the closest point. Hot shell casings would be raining down on their heads of the Patricias. We dove to get low to shoot inside the narrow windows and cracks of the grape-hut.

“Right gunner – confirm visual and talley?” I asked Snapshot before releasing the fire command.

“Roger Haycee, visual troops and talley target!” He took aim at the openings.

As the griffon crossed over the friendly troops I ordered, “Fire.”

There was a pause. Was it jammed? Why am I not deafened by the Dillon?

“Its No good!…Its No good!…Checking fire, Checking fire.” Snapshot yelled back just as I was covering my ears from the anticipated intense blast of the Dillon.

“I got a WAC, 75 meters other side of STEELDOOR in my arcs; No, it’s a man! He’s dragging a child towards the grape-hut.” Snapshot called.

I immediately shifted my eyes beyond the target and onto the Taliban soldier dragging a child by the arm.

“Check fire, check fire. Child west of STEELDOOR.” I called to 26 and then repeated it to the Army commander.

“Fuckn’ bastards. Cowards.” I swore profusely over the intercom drowned out by the sound of the rotor blades. We passed the target but continued in the patter to observe, firing no shots.

The man jogged fairly quickly dragging the stunned boy to the other side of steel door. The boy’s face pale with fear. A man came out of the west end of STEEL DOOR, he grabbed the boys other arm and he glared directly at me over his shoulder. We made eye contact. They jogged over towards the compound. He knew the helicopters wouldn’t shoot if children were around. He used that child as a human shield.

“India 21. It’s the package! A small boy. A human shield, check fire.” I reported.

“Continue to monitor, tell me where they go.” He requested, frustrated.

We overflow the corner of the road they rushed up. The Taliban men went into a compound, left the boy with a woman who collapsed onto her young child embracing him. She was distressed. The two men then disappeared into the labyrinth of mud walls. They were not seen again.

“I almost pulled the trigger…that kid was in the back-line of my aim. They would have taken rounds for sure.” Snapshot sounded somewhat distressed.

This could have been the worst nightmare for my crew. The act of accidentally killing an innocent weighed heavily on everyone’s thoughts. No-one wanted to have to deal with that. The Taliban won this battle today…but hopefully, not against that family.

8. Casualties of War

8. Casualty of War.

I saw this many times. I speculated through dialogue and imagined a plausible situation. How would it transpire? What would the outcome be? What are the other perspectives?

There are so many casualties in war. Perhaps the most damaged veterans are the one’s that didn’t even know they were in the fight.

It was a late March afternoon. The sun was beating down, searing the desert and the mud walled compounds that lay below. It was well above 40 degrees. The locals kept cool in the afternoon by carrying out light chores or resting in the heat. In some areas, local men were preparing the fields for the grape harvest. Others were tending to the poppies that would be ripe soon for the opium harvest. Some were repairing their compounds from the winter rains of January and February. Many irrigation fields had corner holes to allow water to fill from the Arghandhab. They had to be repaired but in the afternoon, very little activity occurred.

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146 in the Reg

“How’s the POL?” I asked my first officer referring to his awareness of any life in the compounds below.

“Quiet today.” He answered as he looked around.

“Don’t see too much…too hot.” Snapshot, my right gunner, added.

I looked back and he had his camera up. Occasionally, he would see unique sites that few others had the eye to appreciate.

“I don’t know how the ladies in these compounds have beautiful blue gowns yet everything else is dusty brown and dirty.” He observed.

“Ya, interesting. How do they keep those shimmering clean?” I added noticing a woman with her child in the corner of a compound near a shaded area.

We zipped by about 75 feet above her as we crossed over Nakhoney towards the Adamz-eye chain of compounds that stretched from Salavat mountain to the Reg in the south. It was a narrow band of homes, but extremely tactical for the insurgents. They could easily attack the Canadian FOB in Nakhoney and egress through the mine-filled grape-fields to the wadiis and compounds west.

“There’s a man and a woman with a little boy.” Snapshot noticed.

“Unusual this time of day.” I answered.

Men were usually at the market selling produce or working in the fields. Regardless, it was rare to see them together in compounds. They seemed to be dialoguing. The child seemed to be stuck to the mother not like a child would behave near a father.

“Who knows? Keep your eye’s out…this place is crazy.” I added. But nothing would ‘likely’ happen today. The opium harvest was the most important action this month. Fighting us infidel’s would be secondary. The prime mission was to sell the drugs, raise money and then take up arms after harvest in May.

We proceeded west to SPER for an over-watch task ignoring the events below. It was just another day.

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Nakhoney and Adamz-eye area

“Look at the helicopter.” The woman told her son as they worked in the yard. She had a way of keeping her clothes shimmering in the sunlit sky as she tended to her chores.

“Yes, will they hurt us?” The boy asked.

“No, look at them; they usually wave if they see you.” She added.

She was about 25 years old. She was taking care of her wifely duties inside her compound – her home – about 600 meters west of Nakhoney in the Adamz-eye chain of villages that stretched from HYENA through LAKE EFFECT to the Reg Desert. She stayed in her home and tended to the needs of her family. Together they tended to the yard until some weapons firing commenced in the east towards the Canadian base. She was used to this. It was nothing unusual; occurring almost daily; she knew the difference between the sound of an AK-47 and a C7 assault rifle. She recognized the AK47 shots. The fighting had been going on long in her country. She had heard tales from her parents about the Russian invasions some thirty years earlier. She had witnessed her own horrors and wondered if the fighting and the hatred would ever end. Now the Taliban, and the ANA and more foreigners were in her land.

“Stay close to that wall.” She pointed east knowing it was the safest part of the compound.

She interpreted these shots as a Taliban ambush against a Canadian or ANA patrol. It was no concern of hers. The bullets would not be going towards her. Even if they did, the walls were thick and bullets could not penetrate them. She was safe as long as she did her duties inside the walls. Her and her son continued to tend to their work.

A man ran into compound from the east.

“Move inside.” He commanded fiercely.

“You can not be in here…my husband is not home.” She said humbly with her eyes to the ground.

“I know where you husband is…be silent and do as I ask.” He firmly stated moving towards here.

She pulled up her bright blue burka and covered her face as per customs; she grabbed her son and pulled him inside the house within the compound.

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The man moved in the corner of a compound door, he maintained a watch down the road as he spoke with her. He was well aware of the combat occurring between Taliban and Canadian troops. He scanned in all directions. He held a small cell phone and was talking in short concerned yet angry bursts into the phone.

“Bring the package. Bring the package now.” A faint but panicky voice stated over the phone in Pashtun.

She could hear. She knew. The Afghan mother protected her boy and curled up with him in the corner across the room in terror. She recognized him, but he was not family. He had arrived from Pakistan during the winter. He had been working with her husband in the opium fields. He was a buyer, a soldier, and an insurgent.

The young boys whimpered in a shallow cry and leaned into his mother. She stroked his head holding him tight; covering his ears as the man looked over to him. They rocked together worried of the situation.

“Tell that boy to be quiet. Allah demands it.” He hollered. He was perturbed at the whiney interruptions towards the sensitive phone call.

“Now?” the man asked in the phone looking at the boy.

The mother saw his eyes and pulled her boy tighter.

Gunshots continued to echo a few hundred meters to the east. Then helicopters started to arrive. The sounds of AK-47s shot and also shot back. An occasional bullet zinged overtop of the compound.

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Taliban fighter with AK 47

“I am trapped. The enemy is engaging from the north. I cannot get a clean shot at the Infidels. I need the package now.” The voice stated.

“No!” You cannot take him. No!” She argued. She held her son tightly. The boy started to cry.

He walked towards her angrily. “You insult me, your husband and Allah. Stop it.” He rose his hand threatening to strike.

She cried silently as tears fell down her face.

He grabbed the boy and pulled his arm. He started to whimper. The other hand holding the phone, which faintly but persistently continued demands.

“Yes, I am bringing the package.” The man answered into the phone looking directly at the woman.

The man took a deep breath and calmly kneeled down to the boy.

“Do not be afraid. It is time for you to become a man and stand up against the infidels and what they bring to the land.” He preached intently.

“This is a great noble task and Allah will protect you; you will be safe.” The man continued as the boy intently listened as he dried the tears from his cheeks. His mother went into a private room to hide her fearful tears.

“Allah will stop all the shooting when you go into the field of battle. You are special. All men will stop fighting. The man on the phone needs you. Allah will protect you.” He preached to convince the boy.

He pulled the boy out of the compound. The mother looked out from the shadows tears rolling down her face. The boy went limp with terror. The clenching grip of the man dragging him down the road towards the fire-fight. His face paralyzed and flushed of all emotion.

The helicopters buzzed above their heads as they walked towards a large grape-hut. He heard the bullets zipping above his head. Dust-splashes of bullets impacting the grape-huts a hundred yards ahead.

“I am bringing the package to you.” The man yelled into the phone.

The boy looked up to the helicopters. He saw the masked face of a door gunner looking directly towards him. He was aiming his weapon on the grape-hut. The boy knew the gun; it delivered the breath of Allah. The noise. The dust. The gunshots. The door gunner was not shooting yet but the boy could see him taking aim. He felt the painful squeeze of the man yanking him down the road forcing his numb legs to move. Numb with terror…

1. Helicopters In The News – The Manley Report 2008.

         From 2002-2011 Canadian troops were deployed to Kandahar Province. 2002 was shortly after the Taliban Last Stand (TLS) at the airport where the American Forces finally forced out the Taliban government. That building is still know as the TLS building today and remains riddled with bullet impact marks.

Feb 12-13 Chinook and Griffon Moshtaruk
BLOWTORCH and SHAKEDOWN

         The Canadians were brought in to provide the interim government of Afghanistan (GOA) with security forces until the new government could establish, train and equip an Afghan National Army to provide their own security. Canada was given the Kandahar area, Panjwaii District and north up the Arghandhab River to the Dalah Dam. Most to this area had millennia old irrigation systems nurturing a lush beautiful area of fruit orchards, grape fields, and agriculture which was a contrast to the surrounding orangey-brown dessert and brittle rugged mountains. Most of these areas were evenly mixed with opium poppies and marijuana fields – the cash crop and forcefully encouraged by the insurgent forces to finance their efforts against the western nations. This left the grape fields and fruit orchards to die as farmers did not tend to this product. Efforts to take legal produce to local markets were often ambushed, men sometimes being murdered by Taliban. However, the Taliban would go directly to the farmers paying cash for drug crops instead of legitimate crops which was their only option in order to support their families.  This left a role for international forces such as Canada to provide security in the local communities to enable locals to produce legitimate products without insurgent harassment.

         The area was large. The troops were few and often our soldiers became easy targets for IED (improvised explosive devises made from Homemade Explosives (HE)) as they patrolled communities trying to provide security. It was not uncommon to have weekly combat situations – often with injuries. It wasn’t long until our first soldier was returned under a Canadian Flag instead of holding it. When I was serving, it was a daily occurrence to have TICs occurring in the region. (TIC – troops fighting in  contact with the enemy)

         Frustrated yes, but perseverance and commitment continued and the Canadian troops continued in this “wak-a-mole” game of clearing out Taliban from small towns just to have them pour back in after they egressed to a new location.

         Being moved by helicopter was the safer method. However, the Allied Forces were limited in their ability to lend support to the Canadians. It was almost 5 years of being in theatre (OP ATHENA) before the Canadian government released the Manley Report (around 2008). This was the long awaited political justification to increase the Air force by purchasing (leasing) Chinook helicopters to conduct troop and logistical lift to the Forward Operating Bases (FOBs). The aim was to keep soldiers off the vulnerable rural roads. However, there would be the risk of air ambushes. Initially, it was hoped that the American Forces would provide gunship escort to the Chinooks to prevent attacks. However, the Americans had their own forces to protect so the resources to provide escort to Canadians were very limited.

         In 2007/08, the Canadian government was briefed my military seniors that our country was the ONLY country in NATO to NOT have gunship capability to escort our own Chinooks.  Nor could Canada provide armed overwatch (protection) to troops on the ground that come into enemy contact.

         Further to the Manley Report and beyond my knowledge, it was apparent that some decisions were made as the Canadian Forces was quickly converting the CH146 into a platform that could provide such support. In 2008, SHAKEDOWN was born. The Bell 412 EP was converted into a viable combat machine with dual Dillon Cannons and an MX15 electro-optic sensor. The dual M134 Dillons were capable of firing 3000 rounds per minutes. At night with a tracer every 5th round, it looked like a lava waterfall when observing under night vision goggles. The electro optic sensor had a target illuminator that was capable of illuminating areas of interest or targets and identifying them from distances well beyond the sound signature of the aircraft. A few years later a 50 caliber machine gun was also added to the Griffon which enabled the ability to extremely accurately take out targets from a much longer distance.

         In addition to this, the training plan rapidly unfolded to acquire and train pilots, air engineers and gunners for Close Combat Attack techniques, overwatch, aerial escort, surveillance for counter IED operations as well as basic infantry ground fighting skills in the event they were making unplanned stops (shot down) outside the wire.

         At Christmas, 2008 the initial cadre of 6 Chinooks started hauling people and supplies. With them, 8 griffons (4 sections), initially armed with C6 machine guns started providing escort, surveillance and infantry team over-watch. BLOWTORCH was born of the Chinooks, and SHAKEDOWN of the griffons.

         As escort duties became proficient, and experience in theatre built over the next year, combined with the integration of the Dillon M134 cannons with electro-optic sensors, the capability of the Shakedown Flight greatly improved. Higher headquarters realized that door gunnery, which was not available on the Apache or Kiowa Warrior, was ideal for maintaining contact with a target and keeping fire power on that target continuously. This was a benefit over the Apache or Kiowa whose enemies would “squirt” away and hide after the attack helicopters’ initial pass.

         It wasn’t long before the weapon airspace controller’s (‘Slayer’ in the KAF – Panjwaii) favourite resource, when ground troops were in a fight and needed help, became the griffon. “Shakedown, we got a TIC in progress, can you respond?”

         The common and eager response was: “Go for Shakedown”.

http://www.ctvnews.ca/manley-says-afghanistan-report-isn-t-all-bad-news-1.272306